Sydnie and Momma! 

Ho Hum...

So I didn't get that job. Oh well. Someone with more experience got it, once again. This is the sixth job I've applied for within the City. There are two more that I will apply for tonight. It's hard to stay optomistic about things like that when you have tried several times and just can't seem to win. I just keep praying every day that God will open something up for me, something that would be just right for me. I still trust that He has something else in store for me, and that I'm in the position I am now for a reason... Although I'm not understanding it right now... Anyways, so little Sydnie is just growing and growing! Grandma tried to put on one of her cutest outfits the other day, and it wouldn't even reach down to her little legs!! The toughest thing about her clothes right now is that she's almost totally outgrown all her 3 month outfits, (she'll be 3 months old on Friday), but she's still too small for the 3-6 month clothes that I got her from Carter's!!! I put her in a little 3-6 outfit and her feet were about 2 inches from the bottom! It was totally cute, though. =P Anyway, I joined a gym, and a trainer did a fit profile on me, which was cool. I found out that I wasn't as out of shape as I thought, and that what I thought was all fat on my legs was really all muscle! So now I can stop saying "That will go strait to my thighs" when I eat a cookie! I can just say, "That will go strait to my tummy!" Which is where it is going. Ha! Anyways, I was trying to eat good, and instead I gave in to temptation and baked some chocolate chip cookies last night and ate them after my healthy meal of baked chicken sandwich and asparagus. So much for eating healthy! Lol! But, from now on, I will eat better! Healthier! And continue to work out (when I have the time) and burn fat and get healthy!! Yay! I'm more determined than ever! And I'm going to stay that way this time! I will dish out the money for a personal trainer if it will help me stay determined!! I'm going to loose my spare tire for good!!! Yeah! Okay, anyways... So St. Valentines Day is upon us once again. And once again, I have no date. Not even Jennifer who has been my "date" for the past three years. We would get together and have a single-girls-don't-need-valentines night. We'd watch a movie or go to dinner or some such thing, but this year even she has a boyfriend. Almost a year together for them. He seems okay, although I haven't really talked to him. She said they're already talking about getting married and starting a family. Seems pretty quick to me, but everyone's different. I'm happy for her. She's happy. Although I'm happy with it being just me and Sydnie, I'm almost sad that I'm the only person that I know who doesn't have a boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife. I don't even like valentines day! Haha! But all the commercialization makes one think about that "special person" in their life, or in my case, the lack of that "special person." Hahaha! I'll be celebrating v-day just like I celebrate my birthdays now. Working. Well, I guess I'll go eat me some lunch now and do something productive like clean! Haha! Yeah right! =)- Lol! Laters!

Hello again from the wild world of Lynz!!

I'm baaaaaaaaaack!!! Well, it's now Tuesday, over a week since my interview for another job, and I have yet to hear back from them. I called yesterday to let them know I am still interested, and they said that they haven't made the decision yet. I guess it's a good sign that they didn't tell me I wasn't one of the contenders anymore. I'm just nervous and anxious about it. After meeting with the gentlemen in the interview, I feel that I would really fit into their environment well, and I could definately get along with them all! They are all very nice and seem to have high standards and morals when it comes to the job. I respect that. I like to go by the rules, and in my current position, those who go by the rules are overruled. And stepped on. And yelled at. And all kinds of other mean things. Anyway, so I'm praying a ton that I get the position, because I think that would make my life just sooooo much better!! So, anyone who reads this, if you would just pray for me too, I can use all the support I can get! =) Anyways, so today through Friday I am taking a class called 'Spanish for Law Enforcement' and it's really interesting! I learned quite a bit today! I was looking for one of my dad's enfamous yellow notepads that I might borrow to rewrite my notes, when I came upon the computer and thought, 'wow! I haven't blogged in a while! And I should put a new pic of Sydnie on there too!' So, now, here I am, blogging the blog of blogs... And looking at the cars going by on the freeway... And the train of thought has just totally derailed... Hahaha! Anyhow, I guess I'll get back to looking for a notebook to write my notes in! Hasta Luego! (or, See ya later!) ^_^

I'm a model already!