Ho Hum...

So I didn't get that job. Oh well. Someone with more experience got it, once again. This is the sixth job I've applied for within the City. There are two more that I will apply for tonight. It's hard to stay optomistic about things like that when you have tried several times and just can't seem to win. I just keep praying every day that God will open something up for me, something that would be just right for me. I still trust that He has something else in store for me, and that I'm in the position I am now for a reason... Although I'm not understanding it right now... Anyways, so little Sydnie is just growing and growing! Grandma tried to put on one of her cutest outfits the other day, and it wouldn't even reach down to her little legs!! The toughest thing about her clothes right now is that she's almost totally outgrown all her 3 month outfits, (she'll be 3 months old on Friday), but she's still too small for the 3-6 month clothes that I got her from Carter's!!! I put her in a little 3-6 outfit and her feet were about 2 inches from the bottom! It was totally cute, though. =P Anyway, I joined a gym, and a trainer did a fit profile on me, which was cool. I found out that I wasn't as out of shape as I thought, and that what I thought was all fat on my legs was really all muscle! So now I can stop saying "That will go strait to my thighs" when I eat a cookie! I can just say, "That will go strait to my tummy!" Which is where it is going. Ha! Anyways, I was trying to eat good, and instead I gave in to temptation and baked some chocolate chip cookies last night and ate them after my healthy meal of baked chicken sandwich and asparagus. So much for eating healthy! Lol! But, from now on, I will eat better! Healthier! And continue to work out (when I have the time) and burn fat and get healthy!! Yay! I'm more determined than ever! And I'm going to stay that way this time! I will dish out the money for a personal trainer if it will help me stay determined!! I'm going to loose my spare tire for good!!! Yeah! Okay, anyways... So St. Valentines Day is upon us once again. And once again, I have no date. Not even Jennifer who has been my "date" for the past three years. We would get together and have a single-girls-don't-need-valentines night. We'd watch a movie or go to dinner or some such thing, but this year even she has a boyfriend. Almost a year together for them. He seems okay, although I haven't really talked to him. She said they're already talking about getting married and starting a family. Seems pretty quick to me, but everyone's different. I'm happy for her. She's happy. Although I'm happy with it being just me and Sydnie, I'm almost sad that I'm the only person that I know who doesn't have a boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife. I don't even like valentines day! Haha! But all the commercialization makes one think about that "special person" in their life, or in my case, the lack of that "special person." Hahaha! I'll be celebrating v-day just like I celebrate my birthdays now. Working. Well, I guess I'll go eat me some lunch now and do something productive like clean! Haha! Yeah right! =)- Lol! Laters!